day in and day out...

Day in and day out it seems to be the same thing ever since... well my last blog entry almost, get up 7:30 am get girls ready for school/daycare, get Em on the bus, pick up from the morning...(most of the time), get ready for work work at 11:30am, work until whenever i can't pick up any OT anymore. (there is a limit only 12 hours a day you can work.)after 7 days straight OMG im draggin my butt. And i have a 11 hour day tomorrow and prolly a 12 the next and then the following until friday when i get a sorta break... I get the 18-20th off cuz Oh Captian made State for Texas Hold'em and him and my sister are going to Fargo for the weekend. Its sorta a mini vaca if you consider i don't have to go to work, but i have to watch a 4 and an 8 year old pick on each other and drive me absolutely nuts no listening to what I tell them... don't get me wrong I love them to death they can just drive me batty. I really hope Oh Capitan wins, so i can get a bonus for this weekend cuz, there is 12 hours of OT available on Sat and 10 on Sunday that I really need to work. But yeah anyway.

The POS 2003 chevy Impala broke down again. This time it won't start no matter what i do. Normally jumping it worked. So now i have to figure something out with that too. I really wish i hadn't made such a terrible investment, but thats in the past and I have to deal with it now. I'm hoping I'll be able to take it in and trade it out for a different car. But we'll see.

Other than that, baby is going emensly I finally had to switch to maternity pants, the other ones just weren't cutting it anymore. She kicks all the time its to the point now where she wakes me up at night sometimes. And my back pain gets worse every week. But yeah I just keep telling myself that in the end it will all be worth it. and it seems to get me thru the day... day after day after day... The nice thing about working long ours is that during the down time at work, between the yelling and screaming of angry customers, I've been able to make a list of things that baby's daddy needs to do in order to be a part of his daughters life.... (hes not the greatest person in the world drugs alcohol you name it). Apparently though he has been drug free for awhile now, but still drinks... what can i expect though he just turned 21. Anyway, he knows there is going to be restrictions and things like that, he just wants me to spell them out lol. SO i got him a Appt and goal planner. That i've written my appts down in and how far along I am in and dates that he should have certian things done or purchased by for the baby. For example, he needs to have his own apt by May 1st. He needs to have all the necessary equipment to take care of a baby which I have given him a list and will probably help him set up and help him make decisions on what to get. Also I've decided that he needs to take a Newborn Care class thru my hospital before he will be able to take the baby without me being there. Also he's going to provide me with proof of his drug free ness with random drug tests that he is paying for from his own pocket. Which considering thats alot better than what the courts would give him after his history hes taking it no questions asked thank god. He even offered to buy me my crib (http://www.target.com/gp/detail.html/602-7889522-6280647?ie=UTF8&coliid=I34YLWFUZUSQWI&asin=B000XFMZC8&colid=A41Q25YJAOCP&bckreg=lc) i want and the travels system(car seat and stroller set)(http://www.target.com/gp/detail.html/602-7889522-6280647?ie=UTF8&coliid=IXFV2W8KTQGNY&asin=B000LPD8OE&colid=A41Q25YJAOCP&bckreg=lc). Which is freaking outstanding.

Progress is being made thats great. But yes, with that I draw this blog entry to a close, going to bed finally after a long day and a little venting will do me some good. Thanks for reading.